Park Shin Hye's CYWorld Updated Jan 23 2010

profile pic changed



Translation:
You always want to cover my eyes so as to block my sight from seeing anything?
Always want to put me in that frame?
Please do not do that to me anymore.
Over-righteousness, that'll only be a mask.
A face with over-confidence is called a mask.
That's only what you wish, but not what I wish to be.
That's what you want to portray to everyone
But to me, it does not help with anything...Don't you understand?
To me, I need my own colour
Which is why I need to escape from your colour
Now, please just let me go...


________________________________________________
this entry is so sad and angry. I don't even want to think of what's happening
somehow it reminds me of her entry dated Jan 21 about 'paths'

oh my... what's going on? sounds like she's frustrated. i hope all is well with her...

karrenstar, thanks for posting this. i've been waiting to hear from her. i just visited this thread and chanced upon your new entry. you're right, i don't want to think what this may be about. in this case, i'm crossing my fingers, hard, that she''s not referring to a specific oppa. :'(

oh, feeling awfully sad. dunno but seems to be somethings bothering her.

wishing her to rise above whatever glimmer she seems to be.
quite deep feelings. now more than anything, I want to be there for her. her stars are here for her.

Want to hug her with love and assurances.

right on, nu2me... we're here for you, shin hye! fighting!

big bear hug to you. hope we could comfort you in some way even if we do it through cyberworld.

for some reason I feel that it's about her company. Maybe they want her to portray an image to the public that she is reluctant to? maybe she wants more freedom and say in how she wants to live her life instead of compromising with her company..I don't know...

^yeah, karren, that';s very possible, too. happens to some actors in other countries as well. let's just wish the best for shin hye, and hope she overcomes this.

in a way i'm relieved that at least even thru her cyworld account, she could express her feelings.

yeah, though I too am trying so hard not to think that way, I wonder if she's actually addressing the rant to a certain oppa See, cant help it, it's the shipper in me talking

maybe, she is talking to herself.... sometimes, there is another character in yourself that bothering you....
you really want to do this but then something inside you bothering you...
oh, i just want to think it that way so that oppa is not involved...(it's frustating if she refers this to specific oppa)
but, then time will tell.... just want her to live her life with strong heart... there are many loves around her that will support her forever...

Awww,
She sounds so awful sad here...
What happened to her?
I hope everything will be ok, she knows that we here to support her no matter what!
Shin Hye shi, don't be so sad!!! You make us worry, dear!!!
Please stay strong and be health!!! SH fighting!!!

If its regarding her management - this is my take:

I think SH's management is always trying to portray a more mature image for her. Like if you like at the pre-YB photos (excluding EH CFs), most of the events she goes to - she end up wearing something more mature.

I think probably SH wants to portray a more youthful/girly image (esp. after YB) but her management probably doesn't?