Thank you minie, Mee, juhichi, eve, bianne, Shrly and gonnabeme for all the hugs, words and support. HUGS!!
Today, I've been thinking about this a lot. Weighing all the possible options. Money or happiness?
All this while, I always put money before happiness. My so unmatured thought, money could buy me the happiness of my world. But then, I've been torturing my life so badly all these years for the sake of money *read happiness*
She's not worth my tears.
However, I just couldn't handle the stress last night. I cried most of my working hours and got myself a pair of swollen eyes today. Later, I treated myself with shopping theraphy and my mood lifted up a bit. But when I'm back to work, the stress piled up again..
Next 2 weeks I'll be on my off days *all are accumulated off days from Dec 09- Feb 10* How hard I've been working and being committed to my duties but I was not even being acknowledged and appereciated. All the efforts are worthless and wasted!
If I ever resign, it's not because I'm giving up or letting her win the battle. I just want my happiness!
But then,I have bills to be paid.... somehow I feel like I've no other choice but to stay. With the curent economy situation, it's not that easy to find another job. I need few back up plans for the sake of the monthly bills + commitment.
Sooooo many things need to be given up and sacrifice! Ottohokanayo?!!
Good bye Seoul..
Good bye Park Shin Hye...
Good bye Jang Keun Suk....
Good bye Japan....
Good bye CNBlue....
Good bye cherry blossom...
Good bye all the airports in the world....
Good bye shopping malls!
Good bye credit cards!!!!
I'll seriously find the back up plans within these 2 weeks! Wish me all the luck in the world..
I also agree with Shrly that this family has kept myself busy and put me out of my worries..
I love you girls!!! Big bear hug to everyone!
Happy V-Day
Life is always challenging no matter where you are. I wish everyone lots of success and happiness for this new year.