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I watched the 47th Baeksang Awards via live streaming yesterday and Shin Hye just took my break away. I noticed some instances during her awarding and Sukkie’s sad mood yesterday when he left for Thailand, which gave birth to this chapter. Special thanks to my good friend, Demi, for the title! Love you sis! Enjoy folks.




A FEATHER ON MY CAP...

“You look gorgeous dear…” my mom told me as she was fixing my hair.

I was just staring at myself blankly in the mirror while my mom helped in the finishing touches of my make up, as they were being done by my favorite make up artist from Jenny’s house. I was holding my iPhone on my left hand and I think my mom noticed that I’ve been looking at it for hours now too…

“Shin Hye-ah, are you okay?”

“De?” I was startled by my mother’s voice. “Kweanchana Omma…Mianhe-yo…” I apologized for ignoring her. “Did you just say something?”

My mother smiled. “I said you look gorgeous.”

“Ah, kamsahmnida Omma.”

“I can see that your body is with us but your mind is somewhere else…is it perhaps in Incheon?” my mother teased.

“Omma!” I was surprised at my mom’s revelation that I blushed.

“What is it Shin Hye?” My mom was waiting for me to open up to her. “Has Keun Suk not contacted you yet?” She leaned over and hugged me, then whispered in my ear. “I know how you feel..I can see it in your eyes…I saw it in Keun Suk’s too when he left last night after bringing you home.” My mom ran his hand through my back, which always felt good at times like this.

“I just feel a little frustrated and upset Omma… you know how it is…and times like this is what sucks…” I finally told her controlling my tears. But it was hard controlling them when I recalled the talk I had with Keun Suk Oppa last night…

“Baby, I wanna go.. I want to see you there accepting your award… even if it means not sitting with you or escorting you on stage… I still want to be there. But…” Keun Suk Oppa said as he handed me the cup of Cafe Americano he bought for the two of us. We were at the roof top of the new Tree J Office building, the one he recently bought. “…I know I can’t.”

I held the cup with both of my hands, feeling the warmth of it.

“Nae, Keun Suk-ah, you know how it is… and besides you have to leave for Thailand tomorrow too.” Saying that left a tinge of pain in my heart.

“Why does the Baeksang Awards have to be held on the day I leave? Huh?” Keun Suk turned to me with the sad look in his eyes. He put down his coffee beside him and held my face in both his hands. “Look at you… so pretty sitting across from me, staring at me with those marvelous bright eyes,” he said while caressing my left cheek.

I leaned towards the hand that caressed my cheek then closed my eyes, fighting the tears that want to fall down.

“Oppa…don’t be like this…you are making it hard for the both of us…”

“Mianhe my princess.” Keun Suk apologized, then pulled me closer to him and hugged me tightly.

I hugged him back, resting my head to where it likes the most…the crook of his neck. I kissed his collar bone to tell him that I feel the same way as him.

He ran his fingers through my hair and kissed it then said “When I saw you in that plum Grecian gown we purchased last week, I just held my breath as you stood in front of me because you were just perfect in it… and it was perfect on you… it’s as if it was custom made for you…” He closed his eyes, imagining the day he took me to get the dress I’ll wear tomorrow night. “And right there and then I knew I am gonna miss half of my life, Shin Hye.” He pulled me back a little and looked at me straight in the eye. “I have always wanted to take you to an awards night…I have always dreamed that I’d be your escort one day…when you go up on stage to accept that much deserved trophy, I want to be the loudest in the audience clapping my hands for you, if not standing with pride.” Then he pulled me close again, kissed me in the forehead before he embraced me and sighed. “But that will still continue to be a dream Shin Hye… until the day we come out in the open… which is not in the near future…you know that. And this is what’s hurting me most right now.”

I held him tight, my tears uncontrollable now.

“Oppa… you know very well how much I want you to be with me tomorrow night… and yes, we both know it’s far from happening.” I looked at him with loving eyes, ran my hands through his face as another tear fell from my eye. “I have learned to accept these things now, Keun Suk… and though I did, it still hurts me… especially seeing you hurting like this. Seeing you like this gives me pain worse than the pain I feel everytime I deny you and saying I’m not and can’t be involved with you.” I gave her a quick kiss to make him feel better. “So, let’s just look at the bright side, okay. I’ll have Yong Hwa beside me tomorrow to take care of me, remember.” I pinched his cheek lightly and then gave him a quick kiss again.

We were sitting at the wooden floor of the rooftop, and he moved me closer to him, pulling me in at the middle of both of his long legs. He placed his chin above my right shoulder and wrapped his arms around me.

“Yeah, good thing Yong Hwa will be there. At least I feel secured.” He kissed my neck then moved on to my shoulder and said. “Are you happy this way, babe?”

I took his hand and pulled it closer to my lips. “Yes Suk-di. I am happy… so long as I am with you and I know you are mine, I am happy.” I knew he understood what I meant.

I felt his lips pressed on my cheek again. “Chukahae, My Hye-Bi. This award of yours is long overdue. But don’t cry when you accept your award tomorrow, okay. Because if you do, I’ll be sadder. Oh, why is it so hard to leave you this time?”

I shifted my position, stood up for a second and then sat down on his lap. “Because you love me so much and you want to be with me, that’s why it’s hard leaving me…” I tapped the tip of his nose then offered him my lips.

“Ya, when did you become so arrogant, Park Shin Hye?” He teased. “But yeah, you’re right…I love you too much… it’s just getting harder to leave you now…” And with that, he willfully accepted the lips I offered him.

His kiss was so gentle, that I felt all that he was feeling at that very moment. He brushed his lips onto mine, stopping and starting like it was his first time kissing. He took my lower lip like he used to do and I took his upper lip in return.



Our heads moved from left to right as we exchange kisses in this beautiful night, with the stars as our witness. I heard him breathe and with it, moved my body closer to his. He grabbed me by the waist and made his kiss deeper. I felt he slowly slid something inside my mouth and I knew what it was…his tongue. We had to catch our breaths for a moment and when we did I said “I love you Keun Suk.”

“I love you too, Shin Hye… nomu saranghae…” He stared at my lips which made me blush a bit.

“Oppa… stop staring at me…”

“You truly are beautiful, babe.”

After saying those words, Keun Suk captured my lips again. But this time, it was me who led the kissing. I started with a brush on his lips and then shifted to something deeper. Maybe because of the love we have for each other and how it has overflown tonight that we both got carried away. Our lips entwined together, he slowly brushed his tongue on my lips. I can feel his heartbeat while he did this, and yes, it still felt like the first time we kissed. I knew what I had to do, so, nervous as I was too, slowly opened my mouth to let his kisses in. Our tongues had a short-lived fight inside our mouths, as I slid my hands through his hair. We knew we had to break this before we lose it, and the gentleman that he is, Keun Suk gently turned the deep kiss into a softer one, and then slowly lifted his mouth to break our kiss.

He rested his forehead onto mine and said, “Mianhe babe, I have to break it or I’ll be uncontrollable in the next second.”

I smirked and told him “I second that… how can you become so irresistible huh?”

He smiled at me with loving eyes, then we just hugged each other and became silent for a minute.

He once again kissed my temple. “I have one favor to ask of you…”

“Mwo? What is it Oppa?”

“Wear our rings tomorrow night, babe. Will you do that for me?”

“All of the three Oppa? Nae, of course, my darling…” This will be my way of saying how I love you and that I’m yours and you’re mine.

Keun Suk gave me a big smile. “I’ll miss you, Shin Hye. God knows I’m leaving with a heavy heart tomorrow.” He hugged me close tightly again.

“I’ll miss you too Oppa… bogosipda…” I replied, tightening my embrace.

I think my speech will give it away, Keun Suk… I know myself…You’ll know I miss you when I give my speech on that stage.

I said to myself, though even I myself don’t know how… I just knew that something will tell him I miss him and that I’m grateful to and for him tomorrow night.

He took my hand and led me to stand up. “Come, I’ll take you home now so you can have your beauty rest.” Keun Suk winked.

Smiling, I took his hand with both of mine and then he gently lifted me up. “Take care tomorrow Suk-di…you have a safe flight.”

“Uhm…” he nodded while we walk towards the door holding hands. “If I can’t make it to your place before the Baeksang or before I leave, I’ll just text or call you, okay.”

I rested my head on his arms. “Nae, ahrasso, Oppa.”

“Shin Hye-ah, Ya! Shin Hye-ah…” my mother shook me a bit to get me off from daydreaming. “Your phone just buzzed.”

“Oh! Sorry Omma.” I slid my hand to the left of my phone’s screen to unlock it and I knew it was the message I’ve been waiting for all afternoon.

Hey my pretty Shin Hye. I can just imagine how beautiful you are tonight that I’m starting to regret again. I just arrived at Incheon. Will board the plane soon. Congratulations again, babe. I am so proud of you. I’ll talk to you once I land in Thailand, okay. Missing you already, my princess. Saranghae.

I smiled as I read the last word of Keun Suk’s text message, at the same time felt the butterfly in my stomach again, which actually happens everytime he say those words.

Gomawo Suk-di. Take care my prince J. I’ll be leaving for the venue in a few minutes too. Miss you too Suk-di. I’ll talk to you later then. Nah-do Saranghae.

I took a last glance at myself in the mirror, thought of what Keun Suk would think and say when he’s here, and, satisfied as I was, I smiled. I thanked the people who helped me become beautiful tonight, bid goodbye to my mother, and walked towards the car waiting to bring me to the much awaited event tonight.

As I walked outside, I looked at the three rings I have on my right ring finger and played with it.

I KEPT MY PROMISE OPPA. BUT THIS IS ALSO MY WAY OF SHOWING THE WORLD I LOVE YOU OPPA…SO YOU WON’T FEEL SAD ANYMORE…I KNOW YOU’LL BE HAPPY WHEN YOU SEE ME WEARING THESE…

(to be continued)

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As soon as I got off my van, I never felt so confident and proud as I felt that very moment. I walked the red carpet with my head high. I heard some people shout my name and I turned to them and waved.

“Shin Hye-ssi, can you pose for us for a bit?” One of the photographers asked.

“Sure.” I walked towards the small stage and gladly posed for them and smiled, showing my bare back.

“Kamsahmnida Shin Hye-ssi.” The photographers bowed. “You look fabulous tonight.”

I smiled and bowed too. “Kamsahmnida!”

Where the hell is Yong Hwa? He said he’ll be here early.

I walked on towards the entrance of Kyung Hee University and I saw Yong Hwa waiting for me inside, busy tinkering with his new phone.

~O~O~

Buzz.

Yong Hwa jumped a bit as his cellphone vibrated in his pocket. He is still not used to having one.

“Uh, it’s Keun Suk Hyung.”

Ya! Yong Hwa, it’s really a relief that you have a cellphone now…how is Shin Hye? Is she there now? I’m at the airport, and will be boarding in a few minutes. Remember what we talked about yesterday okay. If you can text me before I go and board the plane, I’d appreciate it. Komawo bro!

Ah, Keun Suk Hyung is anxious. Yong Hwa told himself. He really does want to be here.

Yong Hwa knows how Keun Suk feels about Shin Hye, which he only found out recently. Thanks to his drama with Shin Hye. He only had a hunch before and have been bugging Hong Ki all this time to confirm it but got no answer.

“Go and ask Hyung!” was all he got from Hong Ki. And yeah, it was Keun Suk who told him, followed by Shin Hye.

This is a secret between them A.N.Jell’s and his friendship with Keun Suk, Hong Ki and Shin Hye was always a blessing to him.

Keun Suk called him yesterday and told him to take care of Shin Hye tonight.

“You know our situation so take care of my princess for me, okay bro.” Keun Suk asked him when he called him yesterday.

“You know I will Hyung.” Yong Hwa assured Keun Suk. “I will always take care of Shin Hye.”

“Komawo, Yong Hwa.”


He answered back Keun Suk’s message.

She’s not here yet Hyung but will let you know once she arrives. She might be here in a few minutes. I’ll text you back.

Yong Hwa admires his Keun Suk Hyung and Shin Hye for the sacrifice they make. He realized how difficult it is hiding what you feel from the public when you are so deeply in love with the girl of your dreams.

Can I do the same with Seo Hyun? He thought.

Yong Hwa thought he saw a familiar face at the red carpet outside as he peeked through the door. It was Shin Hye. She is walking so gracefully on the red carpet and looked so stunning in a flowing plum Grecian gown. No wonder Keun Suk Hyung adores you so much Shin Hye.

He grabbed his cellphone and started to press the keypad quickly.

She’s here Hyung…and she is gorgeous. I’ll take a picture of her and send it to you.

Yong Hwa secretly focused his cellphone camera at Shin Hye and took one good shot of her. He checked on the picture he just took. Perfect. He immediately sent it to Keun Suk’s number.

Within a matter of seconds, he got a reply.

Now you’re making me run away from here and go there, you punk. But yeah, my girl is gorgeous, alright. Ya, I ordered a bouquet of white roses and violet chrysanthemums and it’s with Shin Hye’s manager. Give it to her on stage when she accepts her award later, okay, bro? Hey, thank you so much Yong Hwa-yah. I owe you one. I gotta go. I’ll check on my phone once I land in Thailand. Send me updates as much as you can. Komawo Yong Hwa. I’ll buy you a bottle when I get back.

Yong Hwa smiled after reading Keun Suk’s message, not knowing that Shin Hye was in front of him.

“What’s with the big grin Balmae Jung?”

Yong Hwa was a little startled but smiled as soon as he looked at me. “Haha.. it’s nice to hear that from you again Shin hye… oh and that was nothing…” Yong Hwa lied about his conversation with Keun Suk.

“You are so excited about your phone…you can’t stop playing with it huh? “ I nudged Yong Hwa teasing him.

“Haha!” Yong Hwa replied. “I even bought my iPad with me” He came near me and whispered in my ear. “Kaja...let’s play with it inside while waiting…’

I snickered. “You really are something, Yong Hwa…”

He offered his arms and I hooked mine into it.

“You really look like a goddess tonight, Shin Hye… you are so pretty… jeongmal yepuda” Yong Hwa said while we are walking inside.
“No wonder Keun Suk Hyung is head over heels in love with you…” he said in a softer voice so no one else would hear.

I felt my cheeks turned red at his remark. I pinched him lightly in the arm, looked at him and said “Aigoo…are you in contact with him tonight? But komawo Yong Hwa-yah.”

Keun Suk Oppa may be flying to Bangkok now… I hope he is alright. I couldn’t help but think about my love with Yong Hwa’s comment.

“Ani…” Yong Hwa denied. “Well, he texted me once earlier today and reminded me to take care of HIS GIRL tonight.”

I smiled, thinking about how sweet Keun Suk Oppa’s gesture is and suddenly missed him a lot at that moment.

I wish you were here with me Suk di…

“Aigoo…someone’s missing somebody…” Yong Hwa teased as he pointed at my face.

I tapped him in the arm. “Ya! Stop it!” I felt I blushed more realizing how I gave my feelings away all of a sudden.

We were met by a Marshall as we walked inside the hall and was led to sit at one of the dining tables while waiting for the event to start. Yong Hwa and I played around with his new iPad for a bit while I once in a while think about Keun Suk and how I wanted to be with him tonight so much.

We were informed that the event was starting so Yong Hwa and I sat in the front row, right in front of the stage.

When it was announced that it’s the Popularity for Movies Awards that is to be given out, my heart kept on beating non-stop. I held on to Yong Hwa’s hand. He pressed on it lightly yet tightly.

“You nervous?” he asked.

“A bit”

“Relax…you know you won via the votes right? Chukahae Go Mi Nam…” And he put his hand on top of mine.

“Komawo Shin Woo hyung…”

And yes, that helped me relax a bit.

“And our winners are Choi Seung Hyun and Park Shin Hye…”

I stood up and Yong Hwa stood up with me, then gave me a high-five. I walked towards the stage after TOP and received the trophy. It felt good on my hands…
“OMO! Hyung’s flowers!” Yong Hwa suddenly remembered “Aigoo..I almost forgot! Hyung will kill me if I don’t give it to Shin Hye on stage.”

Manager Jun was on cue. He handed over the bouquet to Yong Hwa after Shin Hye stepped on the stage.

“Hurry Yong Hwa…” Manager Jun said then Yong Hwa ran up the stage and handed Shin Hye the flowers.

As I hugged Hong Soo Ah, I saw Yong Hwa jumping on stage with a bouquet of flowers on his hand. Could it be?

“Shin Hye-yah…” Yong Hwa called my name to get my attention then he handed me the flowers. And then it was time for my speech.

“First, I would like to say thank you to God. I would like to thank all my fans who made it possible for me to get this award. I don’t know if I have received this award because of my image to everyone…I am very grateful and thankful. And I would like to thank 4HIM Entertainment which has been supporting me and giving me strength from an invisible place (from everyone)…”

I felt my tears would fall the next second but I told myself I have to fight it. I promised him I won’t cry so I won’t. But how can I when he was the one I am thinking of at that very moment? I paused from my speech for a second and bit my lip to refrain myself from crying.

“…Manager Yoo Suk..and also my manager Jun Hwan Oppa…” and then I heard my voice crack and so I bit my lips again and tried so hard not to cry. “…who has been supporting me for 8 years. Thank you so much.” Fortunately, I contained it. “I will strive to be a better actress who will bring love to everyone. Kamsahmnida!!!”

After TOP gave his speech, we were led at the backstage and took some photos with our trophy in hand.

When the photo sessions were done, I turned to the bouquet of flowers on my hand and smelled it.

“Oh…” I noticed the card inside.

For my one and only princess, Shin Hye. Chukahae! You deserve this…and since I can’t be with you tonight, I prepared this for you. I hope you like it, babe. I’m so proud of you…You know how I am wishing that I was there with you tonight. Congratulations again, my Shin Hye. Saranghae.

The tears that I’ve been trying to keep since I went on that stage started to flow.

I also wish you were with me tonight, Keun Suk.

I wiped off the tears realizing that it will ruin my make up and then took my phone from my purse and started to type an SMS message. I knew Keun Suk Oppa won’t see this until he lands in Thailand but I want it to be the first message he would see when he turns his phone on.

Komawo for the flowers, my darling…they are lovely. You are just as sweet as ever. And the flowers made me miss you more, you know. I also wish you were with me tonight so you saw how happy I am when I accepted my award. I’ll talk to you later, my Suk-di. Be safe.. Nado saranghae….forever and always.

As I pressed send, someone handed me a hanky.

“Here…you don’t want to mess up that beautiful face of yours. We still have to present an award later, remember?” It was Yong Hwa.

“Komawo, Yong Hwa-yah.” I used the hanky he handed me to wipe off the last drop of tear on my face, careful not to ruin what’s left off my make up. “Ya! Since when did you become Keun Suk’s partner in crime?” I turned my head to face him, teasing. “That was supposed to be Hong Star’s part.” I smiled recalling how Hong Ki helped us a few times back too.

“Well…I am now an official “protector and chaperon” of the Suk-Hye couple too from now on.” Yong Hwa placed his right hand above his heart. “I became one when Keun Suk-hyung told me all about you two…” He winked.

“Aigoo…I dunno what to do with you three…” I grinned and jokingly looked at Yong Hwa with a sharp eye. “Excuse me Yong Hwa-ssi, I need to go to the ladies room. Wait for me here okay.”

“Nae, Shin Hye-ssi, the goddess of all goddess…” he bowed while saying this to tease me.

I laughed then said “Aish! I better go before I pee on you…I swear…” It was so funny how we still talk like we used to when we were filming Minamisheneyo.

While Shin Hye was taking her time inside the ladies room, Yong Hwa thought of sending a message to Keun Suk.

Hyung! She loved it! I saw her cry while reading the card. Nice move Jang Keun Suk. Hehehe. Ya! You owe me a bottle, remember that. See you when you get back. Take care Hyung!

Meanwhile, Keun Suk’s plane landed in Bangkok, and as soon as he stepped out of the plane, he turned his phone on. Messages came in and out but what he hoped to see was a text from a girl he left back home.

“C’mon…c’mon…” Keun Suk ran through the messages he received and finally saw what he was looking for.

Komawo for the flowers, my darling…they are lovely. You are just as sweet as ever. And the flowers made me miss you more, you know. I also wish you were with me tonight so you can be proud of me when I accepted my award. I’ll talk to you later, my Suk-di. Be safe.. Nado saranghae….forever and always.

Keun Suk smiled after reading Shin Hye’s message, and felt like tears were forming in his eyes too. He browsed the net from his phone and saw her lovely photos from the event.

“Ah...jeongmal yepuda…Shin Hye”

Then, he thought he saw a video of her speech. He pressed play.

Is this the sign she told me about? Keun Suk asked himself when he noticed that Shin Hye held back her tears.

He then saw Yong Hwa’s message. He couldn’t help but laugh reading his friend’s message that he had to dial his number.

“Ya! You punk, what do you mean nice move?”

Yong Hwa laughed with him when he heard his greeting. “Haha, hyung! How was your flight?”

“Fine, thank you. But seriously, did she really like it? Cincha?”

“Nae, you don’t have to worry. Shin hye would love anything that come from you.” Yong Hwa declared.

“Komawo bro. I’ll call you again about our drinking session..I have to call her.”

“Sure hyung. And yeah, she’s probably home by now.”

“Thanks again, Yong Hwa-yah. Annyeong.”

“Bye Keun Suk-hyung.”

As soon as he ended his conversation with Yong Hwa, he pressed his speed dial 1.

“Yoboseyo? Oppa?”

Keun Suk’s heart skipped a beat upon hearing her voice.

“Hey, how’s my girl doing? Mianhe for calling you so late…”

“Ah, kweanchana Oppa. Ive been waiting for your call anyway. Did you just land in Bangkok?”

“Nae, babe. Hey, I saw your photos and you looked stunning at the awards night. Ya! you almost cried…”

“I got emotional when I thanked Jun Oppa at the same time you were just popping in my head like crazy during my speech…good thing I was able to hold it back.” I told him. “Oh, and komawo .. for the flowers… I love them, and I’m looking at them right now”

The flowers were in front of me as we spoke.

“I’m glad you liked it, babe.” Keun Suk gestured to Keunsama to move along and he’ll follow. “I gotta run now. Let’s talk tomorrow babe, okay… before I go to my press conference. You know you are always my inspiration and strength so I’ll be in a good mood when I face my Thai fans tomorrow after talking to you.”

“Nae Oppa.” I tucked my legs towards my chest and hugged it as I talk to him. “You’ll call me then?”

“Yep. You go to bed now okay, babe. Bogosipda Shin Hye…”

“I miss you too Oppa.” I paused for a bit then started to say “Keun Suk-ah…”

“De?”

“I love you…forever and always” I imagined his face on the other line and felt that I missed him more now.

“I love you more my princess…mero mero…” Keun Suk smiled as he said those Japanese words.

“Uhm…”

“I am head over heels in love with you, do you know that?”

“Well…actually… I don’t have the slightest idea so will you let me know when you get home…?” I missed him teasing me so I just had to start it.

“Hahahaha!” I liked how Keun Suk Oppa laughed so hard. “Ya! Be careful with what you wish for…you might just get it, you know..”
Aigoo Shin Hye..you don’t know what you’ve asked for. Aish! Can I just run to you now and pommel you with my kisses?

“I know Oppa…. so hurry back home okay.” The next lines I spoke with my made-up bedroom voice. “Remember, I’ll be waiting for you dahling.” Then I snickered.

“Aaaah…you really are asking for it, eh?” Keun Suk replied. “Wait till I lay my hands on you, Park Shin Hye…and don’t you back out of it, I swear…”

I think Keun Suk heard me giggle.

“You are happy, aren’t you?”

“Nae Oppa. I am. I hope you’ll have a good show too Keun Suk-ah. I’ll talk to you tomorrow.”

“Good night babe. Saranghae.”

“Mwaaah. A good night kiss to my darling. Annyeong.”

We had a hard time saying goodbye that night, that Keun Suk had to send me another text message when he arrived at his hotel, just to bid me goodnight and say I love you once again.

I went to bed that night with a smile, staring at the two things I cherish the most … my newly received trophy and the photo of my darling, Jang Keun Suk.

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